I’d like to say today was, like every other day, just fabulous – full of inspiration and evidence that the universe is lining up everything for the accomplishment of my goals. However, today was actually a bit of a tough day, for no reason at all. I struggled with technology, got cranky with an air miles rewards agent (those rewards points are just a hoax), met with police to give them keys to one of my rental units so they could get in, absorbed the dismal fact that butter has an outrageous number of calories, and mucked around unsatisfactorily with considerations about who I really and and what I really want to do. I missed going to an event with friends, and wasted some time on the computer.
On the other hand, today was a pretty good day. I didn’t find myself sitting in a police car while the police evacuated my boyfriend from our apartment after we had a fight. I did manage to squeeze in a couple of hours to read War and Peace; and other than in the pages of a book I didn’t find myself facing down Napoleon’s army outside of Schongrabern, ill equipped and obviously outnumbered. Today I actually had some time to consider who I am and what my goals are, and while I may not have answered that to my satisfaction, how fortunate I am to be able to take up such consideration as a part of my days activity.